Quotations around ‘ex’ from above is because we tend to be on and off🙄 We remained cordial after our last break up and would consider each other close friends. But that doesn’t mean I need him coming around too often....it’s too easy to fall back into our feelings for each other. We do GREAT, he suddenly gets distant, we call things off, he starts making bad decisions when going out with friends, and then he eventually feels so shotty about himself and his rockstar lifestyle, that he comes running to me. I’m well aware this a VERY toxic relationship. But it’s SO hard to end things when there’s sooo much involved. Hah I’m such a pussy. But 5+ years with someone changes how you handle things I think🤷🏻‍♀️ Y’all lmk what you would dooooooo💕💕