I don’t want to do this anymore. I hate being pregnant, I hate my husband, I don’t want to care for a newborn all over again with a toddler. I would give anything to close my eyes and never wake up. I cannot name one single thing in my life I am happy about or grateful for. This app says I have 30 days left and honestly it’s like a fucking bomb ticking down the seconds until a massive explosion. I wish I didn’t exist. I hate my husband so much and I hate that we decided to bring these poor innocent children into our shitty lives, they’d be so much better off without both of us.