My best friend has just gotten engaged with her boyfriend of five years. I’m happy for her and I know she deserves it. However, I feel slightly jealous and I hate that I would even feel this way.

I’ve been in a situationship for more than 5 years and have had some really short lived flings with other ppl during that time since we weren’t together and I’m just very embarrassed of it at this point. Lately, I’ve just been feeling like I’m just never gonna actually have anything real so while I’m happy for her...I’m kind of having a “Woe it’s me” moment if you know what I mean.

I’m definitely not gonna bring this up to her. I want to be apart of this amazing part of her life and I don’t wanna ruin her moment. I just kind of needed to let it out and also see if I’m just a horrible person for feeling this way or is this normal.

Please help!!!