So I’m 31 weeks pregnant with my second boy and beyond happy about that. But my relationship with the father is so rocky. We’ve been together on and off for 4 years and currently we are off right now and have been for about a month. He is suppose to come and pick me up tomorrow so I can move back in, but I’m kind of on the undecided side of this. I love him and want the 3 of us to be a family but is love enough? I haven’t really missed him that much, all we did and continue to do is argue about things. I’m currently in therapy for my mental health that I’ve been neglecting and I don’t see me continuing it when I move back because he thinks it’s stupid. And I want to go back to college so I can have a better future for me and my kids but I feel he isn’t serious about it. My parents and my therapist say I shouldn’t go back and how much of a bad influence he is and how things won’t change.

I’m so confused. This is the short short version of everything that is going on because I could write a book of things that led me to leave in the first place. I have less then 9 weeks in this pregnancy and I don’t want to be switching back and forth between doctors.

I feel like if I stay I let down my baby’s father and his family and friends and if I go back with him I let down my family. But I just don’t know if I have a successful future if I go back. So much is unknown.

I just need some advice on anything.