So few day ago I posted a post about my husband being depressed after I told him I am pregnant.

It seemed like we hot out of that shit and I got sick yesterday. Got fever, my chest hurts, seems like sinus infection, it's pretty painful I feel miserable as always when I have it. For me staying home from work today and going to the doctor was not to stay home cause we need money. and wait if I will feel better to go to doctor so we dont pay coopay.

Then I said to him that he has change a lot to worse since I told him I am pregnant. He is a control freak, I see him peaking in to my mesages when I read them especially from my mom.

And so I gave him a simple question.

Me: Do you actually really love me?

He: He said yes.

Me: Do you love our child growing under my heart?

He: SILENCE......

He was not able to answer this ...and then he said I dont wanna lose you...

And I said, but not loving nor wanting our child when you wanted it and excitingly worked for it and talked to people around us about it its gonna push me away....

His answer: so I like it....

Am I a psycho here or???