Ok so I did have sex and the guy did cum in me I made sure to check, I am on birth control and I’m really upset I learned my lesson but I do want a kid but not right now I’m only 17, and I think the guy may have done it on purpose because he seemed really chill about it and now he’s all talking about it like if I am it’s gonna be a blessing and stuff and he will get a full time job (creepy) 😥 including my mom lost her job and I’m paying for everything now I can’t afford it rn. idk what to do I already have a test ready to take here in a few weeks, I don’t like abortion and I don’t like the guy anymore after this idk what to do 😣 plz help