I feel so alone. I’ve helped out so many people, I do everyday, I cook and clean for everyone, I don’t work, I don’t have any money. I get food stamps and everyone buys food and when I run out, nobody cares about me. I clean up, I try to make time for myself, but at the end of the day, I feel like nobody cares. I’m 19 and my parents threw me out on my own once they got divorced, I ruined my education because I never had a stable place to live. I fractured my hand so I lost my job. I’ve had around 10 interviews and no one will hire me. My mom chooses her boyfriend who molested me when I was 15, I told her about it and she still doesn’t believe me. My dad chooses his junkie girlfriend. They both don’t call me. They haven’t helped me in years. I have my boyfriend, who cheated on me over a year ago and I still can’t seem to let it go. I have nothing, I have nobody. I wish I could just disappear from everyone, I have nothing for me in my future. Everyone will just continue to go about their day and keep being rude, or disrespectful to me. Nobody will change, nobody is going to show me they care. All of my friends don’t talk to me anymore, for no reason. I’ve helped out so many. I hate how I look. My smile is horrible, my teeth are horrible, my face is chubby, my chin sticks out when I talk or smile, I have no lips. I’m overweight, I have no clothes. I don’t think I can handle anymore of this. I just want someone to show me they care, why can’t there be anyone that will show me they care, why? What did I ever do? What did I do to my parents? What did I do to everyone? There must be something wrong with me. I just want it all to go away.