Help?

So at the time, I was in a relationship with a boy let's just call him jack, I don't want to invade his privacy. And he was about 13, or 12 and I was also 12. This was July 29 2019. So it was July of last year. In about March to April. We didn't last very long, me and another boy dated at one point before Jack, this boy's name was another random name because I don't want to invade his privacy either, we're going to call him Troy. So I was dating Jack at this time in the summer, and Troy and I were just friends so I did not ask check if it was completely fine, because we didn't talk too much over summer, I didn't check up with him to see if it was okay for me to go out with a friend just to hang out as a friend in mind. So since me and Troy were friends at this time we decided we wanted to go and see a movie in a movie theater. I knew at the time that Jack probably wouldn't have wanted me to go. But Troy was like, But Troy was like, I guess you can call and convince me. And I did not ever want to say no to him because he scared me a lot. He never really threatened me but he played football for a few years, and I've always been scared that he could beat me up. So since we decided to go to the movie theaters Alone Together just me and him, he wanted to move seats to somewhere more closed off. So I was being dumb, and I agreed to it. And where we were sitting now, after a few minutes he looked around and he was like, it's dark it's okay we won't be seeing if we could have some things happen over here, and then he kissed me. I knew I shouldn't have accepted it because I was dating Jack at this time. But I did anyway because like I said, I've always been feeling threatened by the boy I'm scared that he could lay his hands on me and hurt me a lot physically. so what you might have expected, he did Lays hands on me. And he asked if I was sure and I said yeah. And I wasn't I did not want him to touch me at all and I did not want his lips on mine. I wanted to be with Jack and not with Troy ever again. So you might've already expected this, he touched me. and got into my pants. I hated it every second and felt bloated and like a whore. I wanted to cry. We didn't have sex, because keep in mind he was 14 and I was 12. Soon, he asked me to please him in a way I didn't want to. but if course I said yes. I shouldn't have because I wanted Jack and only him not Troy. So that happened and he forced my head down alot. it was my first time and I said before, that I wanted to cry because I really didn't want to do all of this with the boy. But I felt like if I said no he would hurt me and I felt threatened. After a while I said I needed to go to the restroom and I went in there and cried for a minute and I wished I hadn't done those horrible things. I just wanted to go home and take a bath then read a book and never did anything like that. Troy and I remained friends for a few more months, then September came oh, and I found out that he was spreading rumors about me and him. that me and him had sex. which didn't happen, I wouldn't have let him gone that far I don't think. I wouldn't have wanted him to go that far I know that for a fact. I did not want his hands on me. also when I found out I went off on him, and I haven't talked to him since. But I still go to school with a boy and he still has so many friends and supporters, but I hope they know one day that they're friends with A rapist. Because Troy did me dirty, and he lied And he still denies it now. And I feel bad for whoever ends up with him next. Anyway, a girl, let's call her Alex that's not her actual name but privacy should be respected as said before. She had been friends with Troy at this time and she was also friends with my boyfriend Jack that I had been with for about 4 months. and she was friends with both of them, And I was sort of friends with her but not really cuz I didn't like her that much she was very rude to me, so she got to the rumors, and she messaged my boyfriend at the time Jack, that I was a cheater and a whore and I had sex with Troy. Once again, we didn't. He touched me and I was fucking terrified but let him. Ofc, Jack believed everything and broke up with me. Basically, I don't know exactly, if this is assault. I was afraid and said yes anyway because I didn't wanna be hurt.