Tying to get back up....

Maybe this is not the right place to post this or maybe I shouldn’t be doing it anywhere but with everything I’ve been going through these past few years and what I am still trying to recover from it’s not easy it’s not easy pretending to be okay when you know your not, it’s not easy to put a smile when all you want to do is cry it’s not easy raising a little one all on your own. I married a man that ended up being my worst nightmare. August 2018 I married a man that would treat me like I wasn’t worth a Daum, that would cheat on me with he’s ex any any girl that would text him that would hit me while I was pregnant. April 12 2019 he hit me and then busted a window in front of my daughter and me getting glass all over her body. I finally had “prove “ of what he would do to me that night he went to jail I got a 50b on him and got me a lawyer to fight for my daughter after everything he done to me and my daughter I honestly thought he wouldn’t get any right I was wrong now my daughter has to see a man she doesn’t even know because he hasn’t gave a Daum about her in a year nor called to see if she okay or needs anything he gets the right to see her jus because he’s the “father”. How is that fair ? How does he get that right? He dint even fight for her in court all he said was “her birthday is coming up” & I don’t want her father doing the supervision....it’s not fair man ....