This time last year I was in the full throws of labor. No concept of time, who was in the room or anything but what my own body was going through. It was a rough labor. I wasn’t sure if both of us would be making it home. My eyes fill with tears as I write this. God it was so hard. I was so scared one of us was going to die. But we made it. And then we survived the whole first incredible year. Challenging and so much joy. You just don’t know joy until you have a child. You don’t know love until you have a child. My cup runneth over. Can’t wait to enjoy the celebration tomorrow.