Stay or Go Dilemma?!

So, I know a lot of you will judge me for this. But let me just start off by saying, I came here for honest advice and motivation to do the best thing. I’ve been thinking about this a lot and it’s driving me crazy.

So, I met this man when I was 19, he was 33. I was a freshman in college away from home, and he seemed so fun and exciting to me at the time. I quickly became wrapped up in him and grew strong desires to be with him. The relationship was toxic, a rollercoaster, and I was constantly on edge and trying to prove myself. However, that lasted two years until the end of my junior year when he decided he didn’t want s real relationship with me. He cut me off and two months later had another woman living in his house. I was devastated. Completely. and I never completely recovered. I finished my senior year of college last May but I never forgot about him. No guy I talked to or dated measured up to him in my eyes.

Fast forward this January, and we reconnect over Snapchat. He told me he never wanted to stop seeing me. It was everything I’d been dying to hear. So I’ve been seeing him again. But i think this woman he lives with isn’t going anywhere. I can’t lie I’m pretty jealous of her cause she gets to see him every day and live with him.

My friends are telling me I’ve been changing a lot and reverting back to my old depressive ways. Should I wait for him or her to leave like he made it seem would ? or should I leave now? Losing him again isn’t something I’m prepared to face because there’s no one else I really wanted