Bfp after miscarriage in December

Today I got a bfp on an internet cheapie test after a miscarriage at 11weeks in December.

My cycles aren’t really regular yet last one was 24 days and today is CD27 and was expecting AF by tomorrow.

I’m so nervous to get a blood test or feel like it’s going to stick as my hcg was low with my last pregnancy I don’t want to know my levels yet..

I have 2 healthy young kids and the miscarriage was my first but I feel so scared already!

Not sure what I need, maybe anyone else’s experience with a bfp after miscarriage and how do you let go of the fear ??