Hella confused

So I’ve always contemplated my sexuality as from about 13,14 I’ve been sexually attracted to women I’ve always watched lesbian porn, but I could never date a woman or be in love with or emotionally connected to them, I could only ever with men. However I am sexually attracted to men, but also women. And I’m not sure what any of it means because I’ve only ever had sex with a man, but the thought of having sex with a woman really excites me. I’m very confused. Does anyone have any suggestions or help or anything ? Greatly appreciated