I got an abortion 2 weeks ago... tomorrow would have been my 7weeks appointment.

I’ve been really sad. I’m only 18 but I’ve always wanted to be a mom and wanted a child. Now I can’t even look at a baby or a small child without getting upset. I cant see someone who’s pregnant , let alone a pregnancy test without getting upset. I only had an abortion because I know I couldn’t support it right now & the child had 2 possible dads my ex whos now my boyfriend again or a one night stand... I feel horrible.

I just can’t help but think, what if I kept my baby? Would it be a boy or a girl? 🥺 I really just have been so depressed and idk who to tell...