My grandma has cancer in her liver and liver failure and she’s having another surgery today. Its making her very weak. She can’t eat on top of that because of the surgery today. went there as soon as she woke up and helped her change her clothes.

She fell and I went to catch her but I couldn’t hold her weight so I nearly fell ontop of her. She immediately bruised her arm because it hit the chair. My mom works full time and my aunt has been super sick with shingles so I’ve been trying my absolute best and this is the second time she’s just fallen down because i am not strong enough to hold her weight and I’m extremely emotional about it. The only reason I’m not in tears is because I managed to not let her hit her head. Oh my god I just feel so worthless

Like I feel like she can’t look for me to help if she takes a bad fall. She’s just gonna fall because I’m not sturdy enough.