I’m not really sure where I could post this, so I decided to do so in this one since I am pregnant but also grieving. I have two boys ages 4 and 3 they make me happy and bring me so much joy. Sadly, my daughter Leila passed away on Father’s Day 2019 she was born at 30 weeks and her cause of death was Necrotizing Enterocolitis, it affects premature babies and sadly it’s known to be common. I am currently 9wk+2d pregnant, I do not know how I feel at all about being pregnant. Or I should say I don’t feel happy with how I usually am to find out I’m pregnant with my other children. This one is different because I have the impression in my mind that I’m replacing my daughter, which I am not trying to do at all. I love my baby but I just feel like I can’t connect with my baby after seeing him/her on ultrasound. I’m having a hard time coping with me being pregnant.. I just felt I wanted to share this 💔