Today I text my boyfriend at work about dinner with his roommates and told him to buy more chicken to eat with them if he wanted I wasn’t really feeling tacos so if so I’d just have quesadillas I’m not a huge meat eater and he didn’t txt back I was like what are you thinking And he responded I’m at work I’m not thinking And for some reason it really hurt my feelings I don’t know maybe because it’s not really like him to respond in that way So I’ve Been bawling all day trying to get myself together before he makes It Home It was really a trigger for me and on top of that I Can’t figure if my lupus or fibromyalgia is Flaring I feel terrible I am in so much pain And also super lightheaded everything makes it worse