Ladies opinion??

So I’m 18 and have 1 body..I never really masturbated and my ex was literally the first person/ermthing inside of me😂. So I’ve recently tried to get into masturbating because we broke up awhile ago. But it just doesn’t feel..right on the inside?? I looked up how a v is supposed to feel and it’s not as soft feeling as portrayed. Just wondering if all vaginas felt the same or if I might need to have something checked🤨

Also, it’s not anything crazy it just feels kinda hard and uncomfortable..maybe I’m just not into what I’m doing🤷🏽‍♀️

Opinions girlss