Hey everyone I want to share with you my journey so far. I am 30 yrs old and have a 9 yr old son. Before I got pregnant with him I had a miscarriage. Then after him I have had 5 miscarriage and have been trying for baby #2 since my son was 3 months old. I have been discouraged so many times and felt like God just doesn't care about me or my prayers. I have seen many friends and family have several kids while yet my prayers have not been answered. I have seen so many negative pregnancy test and cried so many times. All the while my husband just felt useless. I have been prayed over so so many times at church by so many different people and yet I haven't conceived. I still waiver in my faith but i really think that God is wanting me to adopt. I don't care how to expand my family I just know I am ment to. I have always wanted to be a mother and have a big family (6) kids. I know it will happen and I am coming more to terms that maybe I am not ment to carry anymore. If you have read this far then God bless you and thank you for reading. I say all of this to say that God has not forgotten us. He hears our prayers and he hears our crys. I pray for everyone of you that your prayers are answered and that you have patience and trust in the Lord that he knows what he is doing.