A bit embarrassed 😳

So like my bf stays on his game like the whole damn day, and I’m in the need of being pleased or loved or like yenno just give me some of your attention. So like tonight he was playing his game and I decided to watch some porn 😬 and it’s not like a guy and girl, it’s girl on girl, I’m not lesbian, nor have nothing against lesbians, but it’s just the expressions that they make are more like a turn on then watching a man clap some cheeks 🤷🏽‍♀️ I do it’s weird... but like he was asking me what I was watching and I said “nawthing” and he started getting offensive cause I didn’t show him, I told him straight up “fine I was watching porn” but I didn’t want to tell him I was watching yenno girl on girl porn, cause I didn’t want him to think I was swinging that way... now he thinks I was talking to someone, which I wasn’t 😑 should I tell him or... idk I’m embarrassed to tell him 🤦🏽‍♀️