Officially 1 day till i test for the 1st time this cycle.. amoung all of lifes stress.. i already feel depressed.

Wanting that fairytale, always getting the reminder that it isnt real.

Your words so comforting when you want them to be, and when i need them im always reminded its just me.

When she said her only friend was the man on the moon, she wasnt kidding, he really does go away too.

You blind the way to find myself, thats why i need that unconditional love to come from within myself.

Im starting to think things really do only happen when theyre ment to, thats why nothing has grown from me n you.

.... idk i just started venting as i went 🙄 the emotions are real tonight.