Got stood up😢

I’ve been casually seeing this guy. I would always go to his place but at night because he lives with his family and has more privacy. I told him I can’t always go to his late because I can’t necessarily tell my parents the truth.

A few days ago he asked me when I was free next and I said Monday (today), I told him maybe he could come to mine during the day because I was home alone. He said cool. He lives 40 minutes away from me and I don’t think he realised how far i was to him. I had a feeling as soon as he realised he would flake.

Each day that it was getting closer he would say he was excited, and what time he should come. Last night, I said I’ll talk to him tomorrow. He asked for my address and he said he’ll be at mine at 1pm

I had to step out for a little bit today so I messaged him at 12:30pm asking if he left, at 1:40pm he messaged and said “nah, I just woke up and not feeling great. I set an alarm and then went back to bed”. I go “so your not coming?” And he goes “I’ll let you know if I’m feeling better”. I told him “it’s fine don’t worry about it” and he left me on read

I just feel so shit, I was working today but I swapped my shift with someone because I really wanted to see him. I feel so stupid. I had this feeling it was going to happen so I didn’t want to get my hopes up but now I feel crap