38w4d and Anxiety

Sam 🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️🙇‍♂️🙇‍♂️

This is probably the WORST time to have health anxiety... I was fine last week, everyone was happy, everyone was going about their day. Now I havent had a break from anxiety since Thursday. It's been a week of hell. I just want this virus to be gone. We only have 8 confirmed cases out here. I am in Manitoba Canada. however, its St Patricks Day, do you honestly think people are gonna stay home?! Nope, heaven forbid they miss out on a "excuse" to go to the bars.. they close the airports, they close the schools, the malls, but the bars are still open!? I'm worrying before there is a reason I'm sure, but anyone who has panic/anxiety disorder know that this is unfortunately something we do. I woke up with a sore throat today, but I know it can also be because I'm barely sleeping, barely eating. I'm probably getting worn down from the stress.. anyone else having issues finding joy in everyday now? I wanted to enjoy these last days before baby is here.. but I feel like I'm trapped. My husband cant stop working, so even if me and my kids quarantine, doesn't help when he still has to work..