I am pregnant with my second baby. Im 14 weeks and have to say goodbye to my mom tomorrow for good. She was hit by a car and left for dead in the street. She was taken to the emergency room but their was nothing the doctors could do. I didn't necessarily like my mom. I have a total of 14 siblings including myself and she didn't raise any of us. I was adopted by her sister. And our grandma took my brothers and sisters in. My mom has been in and out of my life over the years. I am torn because I have held a grudge towards her for so long for not being the mom I wanted her to be. And now she is gone and I will never be able to see her again.