So I was a virgin and last night I had sex for the first time. But god it was so terrible. He imma started touching me really roughly down there and it hurt, I'm a shy and quiet person so I was afraid to speak up about it. But then I said I had lube and he said "You don't need it". I was so dry that his fingers hurt me...Then he kept trying to penetrate me and it HURT. He'd just say "You'll adjust" or "You'll be fine" even though I kept saying how much pain I was in. I didn't say no but I kept pushing him away and voicing my pain. He only stopped when I started bleeding and said "I think I popped your cherry".

I was so nervous and nauseous. I kept saying that I was in pain and not in the mood while getting dressed and he kept saying "You're fine" "You had it" and trying to get me back in bed. And when I said I was leaving he got really frustrated and said "You should've tried harder" and blaming me for not being ready even though I told him I'm a virgin and to to slow...