I am pregnant with baby number 2, currently 13 weeks and 3 days, weight 145.4 at 5 ft 3 and a half, yet I look much further along, not even taking into consideration my pre-pregnancy weight is 165... I have a picture of me around 12 weeks in my first pregnancy, and one of me at exactly 13, my doctor is closed due to this virus, otherwise I would be going to see him. So I'd like for anyone who can, to just have a look, and tell me if they think this is normal, a concerning size for a 13 week pregnant belly, (considering I have lost weight and definitely not having twins) or any other opinions.

This is pregnancy number 1 @ around 12 weeks

And pregnancy number 2 at around 13 weeks

Please excuse the face and mirror, I was in tears all day after attending my step fathers funeral, and looked at myself in my sister's mirror after I took my sweater off and just thought wtf is up with my belly?

Honestly the top of my stomach can be tender just having it poked, the bottom is sometimes hard, or it can get squishy and feel like loose skin. I don't know what to think, but I'm self conscious right now 😭😭