Pregnant and depression

.

I am really struggling.

I’m 8 weeks pregnant and am depressed.

My whole town is on lockdown, everyone is quarantined and there is no end date in sight.

I’m allowed to leave next Tuesday for my first ultrasound, but that’s it. And my husband is not even allowed to be in the room...

I feel like this is supposed to be such a happy and exciting time, but I can’t see anything positive in this situation.

What happens if this is still happening in October when I’m due? What happens if our families don’t get to come and see the baby? No baby shower? No one to be excited or happy for us? Can’t hug anyone...

I’m feeling so hopeless, like there’s no light at the end of this coronavirus tunnel...

What if things never get better?