pregnant and asthmatic

okay so i’m 17 and live at home. 13 weeks pregnant. we moved a few months ago. we live in the middle of fields now and i attend cyber and have been for the past couple of years. i tried to go back to public when we first moved but couldn’t since my little sister got out of school before the highschool did. but that being said i also haven’t seen my friends in months. the only friend i have is my boyfriend but now my mother isn’t letting me out the house or letting him come over for 12 weeks since that’s what she saw was recommended for pregnant/asthmatic people. my parents both keep telling me they think everyone in the family would be fine but i would be the one to die due to my asthma like oh thank you my anxiety appreciates that’s so much. anyway i’m just really suffering from being lonely. i feel like i have no one. my “friends” never come see me or only text me when they need to talk. i can’t drive bc my birth certificate is lost in the mail so i can’t get my permit. any advice on what to do? i understand i need to distance myself but it’s all just hitting me at once and being alone leaves me alone with my depression and it’s hard it really is. idk if i can go three months of it. my mom doesn’t even think i should attend my baby appointments rn :(