My daughter opened up to me about our cousin raping her at 12. I’ve been devastated since. I keep blaming myself and hating myself for trusting him around her. It makes me angry to believe someone would do such a think after everything I did for him after his brother died. She’s doing ok she’s talking to a therapist about it and it seems to help. But day by day it plays over and over in my head. I tried to get him locked up but my daughter isn’t ready to speak to anyone about it cause she doesn’t want to open up the pain again and having to endure what happen that day. In the state of Maryland she can convict him at anytime but I want justice now. I lock myself in my bathroom sometimes and cry. This is the worst pain ever.