Just want to share how i feel

Three weeks ago,i received a news that my sister in law is 5 weeks pregnant..the same week i had another chemical pregnancy 😢 and yesterday i found out my other sister in law is also pregnant 😭😭 i’ve been trying for almost 3 years now..my other sister in law just had a baby 9 months ago and now she’s pregnant again..how i wish it could be me..they even said to me that it would be fun if the three of us are pregnant at the same time..im very happy for them but i am crying from inside..its so hard for me cause i have pcos..