Relationship advice :(

Miriam

Long story short my ex bf and I loved each other, we were so in love and we broke up two Friday’s ago. He basically said bc he still loves me but he hasn’t been happy with us those past few weeks before and I didn’t want to keep him unhappy bc I’ve been the unhappy one in another relationship before. But basically, he’s saying he misses me and I genuinely believe it, but he’s saying (bc he’s working out of state rn) that once this virus passes and he comes back to my state, he was thinking of “getting a hotel w some alcohol ;)” i don’t know if I’m ready to have sex right off the bat again, but then again i just keep on wondering, should I even go back to him? Like if he truly loved me he wouldn’t have broken up with me in the first place right??