I had multiple complications in my first trimester, I’m now 17 weeks and a receptionist just called me and told me they will only be doing phone appointments so they don’t risk anyone getting COVID19. I completely understand they are aiming to be careful, but myself, along with everyone else has been under a tremendous amount of stress and anxiety and the only thing getting me through was knowing they would be checking on my baby girl’s growth and heart beat and now that won’t be happening. I don’t feel comfortable not having these appointments and I’d rather go in gloves and a mask than not know if she’s doing okay. I also worry the effects that my stress and anxiety have on her and I just don’t know what to do