What should I do🤷‍♀️

So I’ve been talking to this guy for a month and something now. We both have feelings for each other and can never get enough of each other as in like seeing each other. We can barely go a couple of days without seeing each other I’m 17 he’s 19.

We haven’t had sex I want to wait at least 6 months.

But like literally done everything else but sex. Cause like the things I’ve done with him I’ve never done with anyone else Because I wasn’t comfortable enough with them but with him I’m extremely comfortable like I can be myself when I’m around him and he always makes me smile and laugh Like whenever he walks into the room I instantly feel better. And like he’s extremely protective of me like when a guy messages me or a fuck boy he literally grabs my phone and messages them I find it so cute. Ive never dated a guy that’s protective of me none of them gave a shit about me to be honest but the thing is he gets jealous really easily then he be’s a dick towards me which I don’t like. And see there’s this chick that messages him everyday asking if he wants to hook up he messages her saying he’s talking to someone but she keeps messaging him so I told him why don’t u unadd her or block her. He said she’s a mutual friend so he can’t or he’s gonna get the shit from his mates.

But here’s the thing.

Lately I have been feeling like I’m getting friend zoned. Like when there’s no one around he’ll be really affectionate and always kiss and cuddle me but when there people around or when we go to the shops he won’t hold my hand or not even a kiss. He says he wants me to be his but his head is telling him it’s not a good idea and that he should leave. He was in a two year relationship a year ago and he said it really fucked him up which I 100% understand.

So the other night he was drawing on a white bored that was on the wall so I decided I thought it would be cute if I wrote on there if I could be his. Cause I was confused of where I stood with him.

So I wrote it on the bored I made him turn around. And when he read it he just stood there then rubbed it off. So I went and sat on the couch cause I was even more confused. He came and wrote yes on my hand. and then told me he wants me to be his but he mind is saying different. I’m extremely confused cause I feel like my head is getting fucked with and I’m getting friendzoned or something