Feeling so down about myself

I will say, I'm 17 weeks pregnant with baby number 2 and Louie will be 1 on the 15th. My mom sent me a picture of myself from high school graduation. I'm not going to lie, it made me feel bad about myself. I'm really not used to feeling self conscious or down on myself but I can't help but to cry.

This is only 2 years before my husband and I met and I was so bright and youthful looking. I never have been one to wear makeup and all I have on is mascara. This is basically who my husband fell in love with. Now I look old and dumpy and fat and I just feel like complete shit! I know I'm pregnant, I know I'm a busy mom and I know 12 years isn't a short time. With all that said, I'm just still so unfamiliar with this feeling!

Is it just hormones or depression from being on lock down or what?

My last social picture I've taken a few weeks ago. I refuse to take I picture of my body I just look so gross 😩.