Chronic pain makes me not want to live

I’ve suffered from chronic pain since I was 13 and I don’t think I can handle it anymore. I’ve tried hundreds of drugs, therapy’s, tests, herbs, supplements, diets (GF& Vegan), meditation/mindfulness, and even energy healing. I have found no relief. I have extreme nausea all day everyday, migraines, vertigo, joint pain, etc. I can’t enjoy anything anymore and feel too sick to do anything. Idk what else to do but I can’t continue a life in bed throwing up every day. Life is too hard alone with out chronic pain.