I’m a second time mama myself but holy shit I cannot remember the newborn stage for the life of me.

I have a 18 month old and my now 2 week old.

I’m breastfeeding him and don’t remember my first being this rough.

He will sleep pretty decent during the day and the first half of the night waking every 2 hours or so to eat. But it’s like around 3AM this child will NOT go to sleep unless he lays in our bed.

We are big on independent safe sleep but i’m literally crying and zombiefied right now.

Does anyone else have this experience?

Literally sleeps on his own great until then. Then he HAS to be with us for some reason