Me and my husband are going through a very hard time. He was discharged from the navy 4yr ago I had two babies in that time trying to work to keep our house. We had to sell because we were losing it to the bank. We moved from Florida to California into his mothers house we are helping her fic to sell. Which is half the size of what we are used to. We have 5 kids total. My second child from my previous marriage just moved in with us hes 12 and has alot of needs (medically and because he is severely behind in school) I almost died with our last child who just turned 1 yr on feb 28. And I got pregnant that weekend. Now I've had 3 miscarriages so I dont know what will happen. But 7wk baby is kicking with a heart beat and I'm so heart broken because I dont want to have this baby. My career is just taking off both civilian and military. I'm scared of dying. Our relationship because of all this is so bad I asked for a divorce. He wants to keep it and I dont. I just dont know what to do.