Is this weird

So I've been with my boyfriend for 2 months now hes more of the call before we fall asleep type but I have panic attacks and make alot of noise or move alot and I dont want to wake him up so I'd perfer to not call. lately he will call and fall asleep right away, hes been working alot so it's fine, but hes always says he doesnt mind and somewhat enjoys hearing me thru the night and now I kinda get it bc hearing him sleeping when I do wake up thru the night is so soothing am I the only one lol I dont feel so alone calm down way faster and can fall back asleep lil