I can’t believe that I’m really a mom. A first time mom at that. I honestly didnt think it’s would be like this at all. I’m so in love with my mini man who came out after 4 and half hours of pushing 7lbs and 9oz and 20.25in long and 5 stitches later. Today makes him 8 day old he is now 8lbs even and 21.50in long ugh he is growing a little to fast for me. This week with him has been a journey I cried a lot because I honestly feel Ike I don’t know what I’m doing plus theirs virus out here makes it so hard for me to get help from families and friends and even my nurses who would check up on me every week with a house visit ugh which they can’t do. But everyone is Reassuring me that I am doing a DAMN great job even though I may beat myself over it as if I can do way better. But just a look at my son (omg I have SON🤱🏾) face makes it all worth it from the sleepless night and from multiple dirty diapers and non stop crying. I love being a MOM!