Help 😭

So this might be a long post and I’m so sorry...

First I just want to congratulate everyone who’s gotten their prayers answered and are expecting🥰🥰

Now, my hubby and I have been trying for over a year.

I am on first cycle of clomid and finally got my first positive opk on the 31st (March). We did baby dancing that whole week.

My husbands been tested and he is perfectly fine. I don’t have any issues besides not ovulating and the Clomid definitely made sure that happened this cycle which makes me feel good...

sort of.

I am currently on CD 28 and 12 DPO; according to glow, AF is supposed to get here in 3 days.

My cycle before Clomid used to be 34-35 days and since taking the Clomid, I ovulated pretty early which I’m assuming is why the app says I’m supposed to get a visit from AF in 3 days.

I tested negative for pregnancy two days ago and trust me it was a BFN. I don’t really have any symptoms besides my nipples being hella sore and sensitive but that’s it. I also usually spot on the 3-5 days leading to my period and I haven’t started spotting yet.

I’m hoping it worked this time but I’m feeling really discouraged. I see a lot of people getting BFP on cd11 or cd12 and I’m here like... it’s my cd 12 and I’m afraid to test because 2 days ago I got a BFN (5 days sooner than AF).

It’s hard taking a test and having little hope. It’s been such a long journey and I honestly don’t want to disappoint my husband. 😔

This has been a roller coaster, how do you ladies cope? What pushes you guys? How do you stay positive through all of this? Some encouragement would be gladly appreciated.🤍