Almost 2 years ago I had a late term termination due to medical reasons, I think about it all the time- I’m at peace with our decision however I still get really upset about it at times naturally. We are currently ttc now and nothing is happening, sometimes I think it’s me and sometimes I think maybe it’s not meant to be, I get down on myself and I get scared of what if we conceive and something goes wrong, keep the faith and push forward but these are my thoughts sometimes I just needed to get it out