Our #1 should have been arriving today-but that wasn’t to be. And we should also have been 10 wks today with our rainbow, but that didn’t work out either. Just feeling a bit unsettled and fragile today, and when I do, writing helps. Maybe this will help someone else who’s in the same boat as me. 💔👼🏻

Due date

So today is the day -

Your due date is here!

But there’s no little person

To hug and to cheer.

We didn’t have long

To dream of life as three,

Before all of that promise

Just ceased to be.

From the minute we saw

That precious blue line,

Please know you were loved

By your daddy and I.

You were all that we wanted-

We’d tried for so long;

And our hearts broke when, later,

We knew that you’d gone...

So, to our angel baby,

Too special for earth-

We love you in heaven

As we would have from birth. xx