So I’ve been dating my boyfriend for nearly a year and a half and everything is going great. I feel like I have lost feelings for him and unsure what to do about it. He does FIFO and has been away for 3 weeks and is due back home in a few days. He is so so so loving to me and is the perfect boy but I feel like I don’t deserve him. He always talks about our future together and how much he loves me but I feel sad and guilty every time he talks about that sort of stuff.

Lately I’ve been missing the single life and have wanted to get back out there, but at the same time I know I will never have it as good as him. He gets me, hes there for me and he knows everything about me. If we break up I’d genuinely be so sad to see him with another girl, but at the same time I can’t shake the me wanting to be single again feeling off.

I would miss his family so much and I am one of those people that believes that if you break up you shouldnt get back together again as it is messy and people judge you.

I feel like I am dragging him along but at the same time I don’t know if I’m feeling this way because we haven’t been together in 3 weeks. I also wouldn’t know how to tell my parents and I feel like they would be disappointed in me.

I also believe I am incapable of loving someone as I can’t even say it to my own family and I feel like he deserves to be told he’s loved etc but he says hes fine if I never say it to him. I don’t know if im unable to say it to him because hes not the one for me or if I am genuinely unable to love.

I think I should wait for when hes back to see how things go, but does anyone have any insights/same experiences?