On April 10th my dad and 3 siblings had to make the hardest decision ever regarding our mom/wife after she went into cardiac arrest at home and was without oxygen for 20 minutes before getting a pulse back and that caused massive brain damage to where she would never wake up, talk,walk or anything and with Covid-19 us older adult kids couldn’t be at the hospital so my dad and our 12 yr old sister were only able to be there, it was hard not able to hold her had or anything but with Zoom video chat we were able to be there that way and be “with her”. I’m just having a hard time I can’t stay focus or anything, I breakdown and have had a few panic attacks to the point I can’t stop crying and my husband who lost his mom 15 yrs ago you would think understood but all he does is bitch at me on how I just need to stop and focus on other things which I know we have 2 kids but it’s hard. Today I got her urn’s we ordered and I just broke down and all he did was bitch at me and said I just need to grow up everyone dies. My mom was 50 yrs old, now my dad is a single 50 yr old dad and widower. We older kids are trying our best to help our with money for our dad who now has to take off work to get stuff figured out for our sister and so he don’t glove right return to work quite yet he still needs time to grieve and just be there for our sister.