Sorry this could be long and boring. i needed something to get things off my back

Is there anyone out there struggling with this covid19? I'm working in tesco almost every day and long hours and i'm meant to be part time...these long hours are starting to get to me. I don't feel safe at all and starting to have panic attacks before heading to work and as soon as i'm at work i'm fine then the minute i'm home again, I don't sleep and havent sleep well since all this has started. I've not seen my boyfriend for 5 weeks but he came to mine to drop off things I needed and left at his on Monday, couldn't even cuddle him, all we've done is work so much and constantly argue and when we are not arguing we're speaking about getting a house together, or getting a weekend away together just us when all this is over. I really hope that he and i make it through this cause he is the best thing that has ever happened to me. Also living with my parents who are not working atm who are on my back 24/7 is not helping me one bit!