I was raped I’m 13 and he was unprotected and it’s just my sisters my dad and I I’m the middle child I get over looked or they just forget I’m here my mom was an addict one day I found her on the floor she overdosed I didn’t find her in enough time I couldn’t save her and if my dad and sisters didn’t forget about me she would’ve died alone I called my dad and told him that she was dead and he didn’t care that day as I waited on my dad to take his time to come home it was the first time I got high when he and my sisters got home I told him I needed a walk and he let me go but he did know that I had all of my moms pills and stuff I walked everywhere until someone snatched me and her raped me I was scared and didn’t know what to do so I called a friend and she let me stay with her for some days I missed my period so I had to tell my dad so I walked home and he was mad I told I might be pregnant and I told him I was raped but he said I went to go to a boy house he was so mad and he started hitting me and yelling I’m thinking that he is mad that mom died so I try and stop him and he knocked me out next thing I remember is waking up in my bed I left and went back to my friends house and I was in a lot of pain I had a lot of cuts and bruises I took a pregnant test and it was negative and since than I had really bad panic attacks and anxiety attacks and I have depression I have an concussion and I still do the drugs my mom had I don’t know what to do if I should stay with my friend or go with my dad and I know he abused me it was a bad time he’s not in his right mind I’m not either but he has two other kids to worry about and I don’t want him to hit me again and sometimes I feel like he is better off without me