So I have a 11 year old, a 6 month old and I am 7 weeks pregnant. I am so overwhelmed and exhausted and baby #3 isnt even anywhere near being here. I am emotionally drained. My husband is a tower tech so he works out of town every week and a lot of weekends. It leaves me alone with the kids 24/7 with no breaks or downtime. My parents are still young so they have their own busy schedule and arent really there to help me out. My grandparents can sometimes help. But in reality I feel like I am walking this alone and I feel like it's taking a toll on my mental state. I feel lucky that my husband works so hard for our family but I am trying to explain to him the toll it's taking on me and that it would be nice if he could look for a job that is closer to home. I feel like he doesn't understand and again I am raising kids alone. I dont know I'm just feeling frustrated and overwhelmed. Being locked down isn't helping either.