Ok I feel stupid but I can’t stop buying me & my kids clothes with the stimulus check 😩😩

I feel so stupid for continuing to spend the money, it’s supposed to be put away but omg it’s like I can’t control myself! 😩 I’m not worried about my kids cause they need more clothes regardless so I’m not worried about spending on them. I get excited when I shop for them idc how much I spend lol

But when it comes to myself I’m a HUGE stress case! I see things I’ve been wanting and then I’m telling myself “shouldddd I even get this? Should I really waste the money on this?” And then I go back and forth with myself & then it says it’s almost sold out and I’m like ughhh ok fine I’ll spoil myself. But I keep looking at stuff and I keep buying! I never get anything for myself cause my kids are always a priority but man I feel so dumb for spending so much on myself.

I feel like I shouldn’t have spend it on myself whatsoever, just the kids and then put the money away. I’m beating myself up over this, my mind is all over the place 😩🤦🏻‍♀️

And then my fiancée is making it worst by saying “babe get yourself things, you deserve it” and I’m like babe your making me want to spend more 😂😩

Am I the only one dealing with this type of situation? 😩😩