Advice/ venting 😔

I am 23 and pregnant with baby number two, in August we recently moved back to our home state. We have lived away for almost 4 years due to work. Well since moving back, getting pregnant I feel a lot like life has changed and isn’t the same as it was. Which I know I should of expected that. But I don’t know I don’t see anything good. I hate my house, I hate that we got lied to about it... the fact it needs so much work and I don’t even know where to began. My family used me within the first 4 months of being back. I just feel used and unwanted.. I was my own person when we moved to another state 700 miles away and I loved it.! I came back because my husband missed his family.. I thought I missed mine... but bring back has just resulted in me everyday house hunting to move back to the state we left. The one place I call home. My poor husband is so fed up with it and I feel bad but I honestly don’t wanna be here I have nothing good here. ( my family isn’t really close my mom passed away my dad just is half time parent always has been my grandparents on my moms side kinda just use people then want nothing to do with you after. My mom passed away 2018 which is why I wanted to come back) I just don’t know what to do how to feel or anything! And was looking for some advice. 🥺 thank u for taking time and reading and thank you, if you have any words or thoughts of advice ladies ❤️