I just wish I can have somebody else focus on throwing a load in the washer or dryer or starting dinner or helping me clean up bottles so I can focus on being with my boys. MIL promised she would come over after birth and help with laundry cooking etc, she bailed out when we came home due to exhaustion being with my 2yr for three days. Then she talks about getting her hair down this week and how her roots are growing out.

Just wanna cry... I just want to enjoy holding my baby or playing with my 2 old instead of having to do things that don't matter but need to be done.